Resurfacing due to groves and vibration........

Resurfacing my brake rotors.

Our surface represents our entire life. Every scar every wrinkle has a story. The shine or lack of shine in our hair. The sparkle in our teeth or the dullness.The depth of our eyes can tell volumes and our smile or grin speaks louder than any page on a book or any note a singer may hit. Sometimes it's time to think of resurfacing ourselves. With a steel mechanical part like a brake rotor it's allot easier, you simply put it on a lathe and it will cut away all the grooves and scars till the surface is clean again. Now the brakes are clean, quiet and precision.

It is much different to resurface ourselves although many may try to by means of a medical doctor.  Modern technology and lots of cash may work but only for a limited time. Sometimes this may be necessary in extreme cases of severe accidents etc. To truly resurface ourselves we can only do it from our insides. Our heartfelt decisions and choices. Our life style dictates allot. Do we give our bodies time to rest and recharge? Even a brake rotor has time to rest as the driver releases his foot from the brake to give it time to cool down. Do we cool down?

Our thoughts, worries and anxieties can speak volumes on our posture and facial expressions. I bring this up because I noticed something about myself as I was getting some pictures done for promoting my 1st comedy tour. I looked worn, I looked generally unhappy inside. I was thinking to much of things I had no control of, no power over. I had others look at the pictures and many saw the same thing. They are use to seeing me happier. I'm happy about  many things. I have been progressing and even more happy about launching my 1st comedy tour, but you could still see sadness in my eyes.

My unhappiness was something I have not let go of in my mind. I have had repetitive thoughts and even dreams of someone I cared about allot. It was very unusual for me to be this sad especially since the relationship never really started only partly... So I decided I need to do something now. I need to hit my new brakes every time I think of this person. Wish she is doing great in her life and release the brake and accelerate my thoughts towards my adventure at the moment.

In conclusion sometimes it's a good idea to have a third party evaluate our exterior like the rotors needing help to eliminate its grooves and bad vibration. Sometimes even when we feel we are back on target it may be necessary for an adjustment or optional input to be directed more positively into our hard drives so we can be who we are now and not how we felt yesterday.  Accelerate your lives because you know you have just installed precision rotors and new brakes to press whenever something wants to take you off your path.

You change you but also listen to and observe others when doubt may exist. Be 100% you. Everyone teaches us things even when they are no longer with us. We can be thankful for our continued education and hey no enrollment fee just keep living your life each day. Genuinely wish all people GREAT things and LOVE today.

Peeling away the outside layer.....

Just recently I peeled the outer layer of the exterior paint off a house here in Michigan in November and repainted the house. I have never painted the exterior of a house before but it was meant to be....The weather was perfect in the 60's and the monetary funds received were necessary to pursue my next step.
I moved cautiously on a 30 foot ladder for the hard to reach spots but I reached them it just took a little longer. I equate this with my dreams I just will keep reaching and before I know it I will be touching and living them as I have visioned.
Interestingly this house was abandoned and purchased at a very low price and is now looking renewed and live again. Sometimes we can get an inner feeling of disappointment when maybe a love for someone does not turn out as we expect or hope for.......maybe it's a selfishness and maybe the other person is renovating themselves and is simply not ready or maybe our renovation of ourselves is not adequate for the other party.
It felt good to peel away the outer painted clothes each night and to cleanse my body and realize we are always renewing and improving ourselves...I noticed the street I was working on was Lincoln a very distintive name visualizing prominence  and success. I also noticed a classic Lincoln a couple doors down that was restored and for sale. We may be able to buy prominence but do we really have it where it matters most inside our souls.

"To continue to increase my happiness with every breath I inhale and exhale." INsaneMAN

"To continue to increase my happiness with every breath I inhale and exhale." INsaneMAN
Wow -Amazing! 
When being around testy circumstances or controlling people sometimes we can slide out of happiness and love to defend ourselves and our individuality. We shoud not submit ourselves to these types of circumstances and people for extended periods. It is awesome to know when we encounter these things and simply thinking of our breath as happiness or love or peace will give you total control of your happiness. IT IS INSTANTLY GRATIFYING!
I have been testing this today and it has empowered me more than I could ever imagine. It has also kept peace and harmony in the enviroment in which I'm occupying. Breathe in Happiness and exhale happiness for all to enjoy.

Moving obstacles from your path.........

I'm writing on obstacles today because I have had a few put in my path today. Interesting thing is that I'm stuck in a place where I'm always attacked verbally non stop. I'm stationary physically due to my motor home deciding it does not want to start. To top it off it is on 3/4 of the road. My stop here was only suppose to be for a few hours.

Everything I do at this place is wrong or the wrong way or not good enough. I thought maybe I was perceiving this but it is not a perception but a weakness. So I have to maintain and realize that I do things the best I can and I do things well. I'm reinforcing myself with my accomplishments and realizing this other person is not doing this on purpose but is on automatic pilot from a lifetime of programming.

So what do we do when things get in our way and especially if they are overwhelming. First thing is to stand back and chill and evaluate things. Maybe even remove your mind from the situation till your ready to think positively about the matter. Than when ready start to remove the obstacles 1 at a time till you can move freely again. It's that simple. Remember too you have always succeeded removing things out of your path to get where you want to go.....

After writing this post I sent an up building poem I wrote several years ago to someone I cared about on a mental level that never turned into what I wanted. I have repaired the motor home shortly after emailing the poem. It was just a bad connection. Interrupted communication from a wire. It is very symbolic as where I'm staying the words I seem sensitive too seem like they are simply a shorted wire not flowing the proper current because lack of a firm connection and or understanding.

So in summary if we do not communicate properly we disallow movement or growth just like the motor home not wanting to move till the wire had a firm connection so it could communicate to the starter to start the engine. Once our engines are started than we can roar proudly in all we do and be sure all others we are in contact with roar too.....

Twisted GUTS.......

I'm almost thinking this piece should be entered in my roadkillawareness blog.

Ever have a gut feeling something is right. You go with your gut feeling and you feel good about it. Your decision was right. Things change and now your gut is being twisted and twisted because you did not stand on firm ground to confront the situation. Or you simply let your gut twister's panic attack and or crying get the best of you. The facts are exposed by your gut. Your gut is right every time and never forget it!

Be happy with the experience you had and be happy it is over because you will end up twisted with heavy repair and restructuring costs if you do not listen to your internal ALARM. Be proud of who you are and that you gave your best. If someone is saying you did not come through it is only because they did not.

If we listen each time are gut is twisted we can make positive decisions that will not restrict our growth for a matter that has no intention to grow with you. You can change you and make you stronger by tuning into your gut feeling. Listen to it solely by yourself. Do not try to have friends and family evaluate your decision. Your decision is yours only. Live with it and enjoy every moment. You change you and your GREATness will evolve and will be released and shared to make the world the GREAT place for all to enjoy joy.

Pillars? Strength or Weakness?

Life becomes clear when we decide to open our eyes and see, listen with our ears,and live with an open heart.We can see weakness and feel strength. We can hear and be empowered. We can live life to the fullest each day with a strong open heart.

We all have pillars in life. Some  pillars are unstable and ready to collapse others are solid and stand proud.
Pillars are our friends, family and acquaintances. The amount of time we spend with anyone is our choice. Simply, is our time spent with those that reinforce our desires and goals or lessen our focus and happiness?

Pillars do rot, decay and collapse and will need to be abandoned and or removed for disposal.Only after a firm clear decision has been made can a new pillar be put in place. The new pillar will be absolutely beautiful, refreshing,  and energizing to your soul.  It can take on any color or structure you pic.

Your growth will be limitless with great pillars. I saw some brilliant wavy strawberry pillars yesterday. I'm really interested in learning how this pillar is designed from the inside out. My guess is excellence exists inside too but it is important to examine the inside construction before permanent placement in my life.

Time to Leave......or be raked away?

I completed raking leaves from the side of a steep hill for the lodge keeper per his request. I felt like a mountain goat as I had to insert my heels into the soil as to not loose my balance.Personally I believe leaves need to be left alone to replenish the earth. I raked the leaves and pulled out many young saplings which were trying to naturally reinforce the earth from the steep incline. Despite my internal beliefs I did the request.

I reaped many benefits from this project and a clear realization that if we want to grow we must leave! Leave things in the past,leave things alone that must resolve on it's own. BE-LEAVE in your self! If we decide not to leave we sit and decay until we are renewed (made new again) like the new earth created from a decaying leaf.

So will we sit and decay like a decomposing leaf or will we get up and take action and leave to accomplish our inside desires?

Brakes again.

Is your foot on your brakes?? I asked myself that question today as I'm installing brake lines on a old van I'm borrowing here at a place I call the lodge. A long time friend of mine loaned the van to me while I'm here re-re-streamlining and re-refocusing and planning my continued friendly attack on my ventures.

I found some limiting thoughts wanting to reappear in my mind like my foot on a brake pedal slowing down a car. The thoughts were wanting to slow down my life. I shut my old thoughts off like a light bulb. Sometimes we forget to shut them off entirely and keep them on dimmer.  Dimmer is not good enough, dimmer is dim not BRIGHTness!

Let go of your brakes and enjoy the ride I told myself. Whenever it seems I'm touching my brake pedal it seems unnatural and uncomfortable. Lets just accelerate and enjoy.

So how do we change our thoughts???  Simply only allow things in your mind that will help you achieve and upbuild your mind and core. Examine all input avenues: all media-print, audio and video, friends and associates, entertainment. When looking at your inputs honestly ask yourself are these thing inspiring and loving to all things or other?

Some mental thoughts before bed.....

Just repeating the words: Love, Peace, Prosperity,Health, over and over each night till I fall asleep has greatly affected the way I look and feel each day. Very POWERFUL I can feel it. I say them all or alternate nights saying 2 of them one night and the other 2 the following night.

A GREAT song:  http://www.youtube.com/user/rjdrlicka#p/f/16/a6cX61oNsRQ

Love, Love what we do each day and treat people with love and it is reflected back to you in ways you could never imagine. Peace, a calmness and acceptenance in all we do even if it's something we would not rather do but need to complete. Prosperity, should be wished for all you meet and the feelings of your adventures seem to grow imediately in ways beyond description. You just feel better. Wish all people good things. The ones we disagree with are most in need of good thoughts and understanding, so agree to disagree and be peaceful.

Health- What more can be said about health our most valuable resourse. A great website for the ultimate in health tips is http://naturalnews.com 

Loose Change ?

All of us at one time or another or now have loose change around. We can change the change into dollar bills and tools to do what we want to do. Or, maybe we leave it laying around scattered like our lives. It's always time to change and/or cash in. Do we have any cents?

Life is changing around us every second and actually much faster. Do we adapt and enjoy each moment or do we stay scattered  like loose change. Loose change is noisy with no purpose but to itself. Loose change bumps each other and scratches the outer appearance. Once shiny and new and now faded and scared.When the change is rolled it now has a structure. A way to change. Now, the change can easily be converted to bills. The bills can than be converted to a purpose. The purpose can be many things: food, shelter, clothing, education, travel, entertainment, etc.

As humans we are to content with staying where we are and afraid of change even when change can mean a healthier body and mind. Many of us are not willing to give up things that are damaging us inside and out. This blog is going to be dedicated to change. The change we can make within ourselves both mentally and physically to help us enjoy every moment in our life. If we are enjoying the moment we will be happier and make others happier and our world will be one big smile.

The world is changing for the better. Many awesome people in the world are looking at themselves in the mirror and saying: " I want to be happier and healthier and I'm ready to make a change."  We are all at different levels in our lives and traveling different trails. Lets be respectful of others differences and patient with all people to help us each grow. My goal is to share with you my changes and how and why I have decided it is necessary to change. I will also share inspiration with you from some of the least likely uncommon sources.

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